I've decided to do some things for myself.  Things that hopefully will help me to get my life back on track.  I've joined a fitness study at a gym, I got a job (woot needed that), and of course I'm trying to get myself back into blogging.   I do suffer from mental illness (I'm bipolar) and there have been some other issues that have arisen because I have not been on medication for that in the last 10 years.  Things have gotten progressivly worse since I've been dealing with it on my own.  My anxiety has gotten worse and it's difficult for me to leave the house alone.  I did do it today to go to my first workout in the fitness study.  I will be walking to and from each workout.  My anxiety goes crazy at the thought of leaving the house but I forced myself to do it and I feel all the better for doing so.  I know I have some tough days ahead but I am going to put my mental illness back in check and do what I need to do.  Having people around me who are supportive definately helps.  I will be posting all about my fitness study on my Nutang so if you are interested click the link below and go check it out.  I also want to get my creative juices flowing and get back into my creative writing so hopefully soon you will see some new blogs from me on my myspace.  Well that is all for now... and that is enough.

Random things (Nutang)

My myspace (creative writing and poetry)